Friday, August 01, 2008

Skip!Run!Jump!Fly!

Sitting around will get you no where...

''Ohh..hishasiburi desu...atashi wa shigoto wa ippai desu.Dakara asobi ja nai mo..
Sob..sob..sob..demo kodomo tachi wa kawaii desu ne..
HONTONI''
To kokoro wa desu

Half a year has witnessed the novice teacher strive her way to mold and shape the kiddo's in the school. It is an uphill task for the teacher has no teaching experience to drill the crucial year 6 for their UPSR paper. Not to mention the target, hope and mission that the KJ unselfishly shared with us in the late-3-hours meeting. There are bittersweet times, where silents tears are shed in private. It is hard to endure a living without a strong pillar of support- self, colleague,family and the community. I swallowed the temptation to sit and do nothing; to get a breath of new air and surrounding. I miss the 'within-a- walking distance library which i could go and treasure hunt for new books for a FREE reading! i miss the secret-recipe cheesecake and its aromatic Cappuccino. i miss the sweet fragrantly smell of fresh flowers on my workdesk. And i miss the old me. Carefree, innocent and think that the whole world is kind and happy.

I skip!
I run!
I jump!
But i could not fly......from the real world.

The lamentation of a novice teacher...who is ME.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

been long waitin' to see u here..
sounds dreadful what u got here..ay, u r not alone, although i must say our probs are not da same. when we've finished shedding our tears and there's no more tears to be cried..let's get up, be strong and soar upon da sky ok..[ofkos u CAN fly:)]

Anonymous said...

count me in!

it's a tad too early to give up aint it?

banzai Ra!!!