bitting hard~

It was all in the past.
Where i almost stumbled out of the path,
Which i always put my utmost trust.
The ties were snapped to bits,
The trust was cruelly breached.
Those 'kuruushii' moments....
I cried hard in *silent*.
Those bitter moments....
i secured them in *secret*
I wished to dispose it last year, but i decided to wait.
It was almost childish, but i have a good reason.

To create a forgiving heart,
To wipe off the past,
To produce a new canvas of hope and trust.

Those moments..
Were a history,
A forgiving heart,
Was the option one and only.

Some said *silent* means forgiving,
I said *silent* is time,
Some said * let go* off everything,
I said * learnt* for your dime,
For the lesson is there,
And the *hikmah* is under His care,
For Allah is everwhere,
If only we consistently raise our hand and pray.


P.S.
Auntie, hontoni gomennasai.
When you mentioned about seeing 'me' in someone else as she smiled,
i was deeply touched.
You still remember me.Though we met only once.
A year and half had passed.
Y0ur memory of me had not failed you.
The smile.

I will try my best here, Auntie.
Don't fret about me.
Atashi gambaruzo..shimpaii shinaiide.

Auntie,
Yappari anata-no hontoni.....
atashi-no daijina mono Auntie-desu.
God Bless you!