It was an abrupt request, which directly involved the matter of challenge, trust and future. I have no choice but to accept it, with the dumbstruck look on my face.Honestly, i am not very sure of what i should do because there is only little time left...The current schedule has already stressed me out for it reaches 40+ periods; and the piles of workbooks started piling up consecutively. Although my GPK has promised to drop one of my English classes(only for few weeks, i believe)in exchange for the request, i still need to pay it for a very high price.
The trust.
Easily said, but just how many of us truly decipher the essence behind it? Trust, alike respect is to be built, bloomed and blossomed in every possible manner. Once it was breached, there is unlikely a second chance to mend it again. Figuratively, i think trust is something we should be worldly serious, commited and cherished with a bouyant shades of respect.
Some people told me that it was akin a challenge, which later might be a peak in my early career. The positive part of me quickly accepted this point, for i did thought the same as i walked (a bit light-headed, for i was so shocked) out from my GB's room. Yet, the conscious-bubbling worry symptoms are so overwhelming for i am a little clueless of their competence level. Are they really the 'hopeless' case? Would they react differently towards this 'alien' language if i take over their lessons starting next week? Would there be any promising difference which will assure me that they could do a ''passable'' paper??
I...honestly...am...worrried...sick.....for...what...i....can...do....in....A....MONTH...
Hontoni shimpai ne...atashi no kimochi wa....houwwwwwww....
1 comment:
skip it.
it would have been remarkable if they'll passed given such ludicrious time limit.
but then again, hope is there, even when in the darkest periods.
pun seriously intended.
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