dark circles~

''We MUST make sure that the Year 6 would perform even better this year. ..We should do this..We should do that...We MUST tackle their weakest link very soon. ..Bla..bla..bla''..

Arrghh..and all the work is put on this poor shoulder.I secretly thought that some day, i may get cracked up with 'somebody's list of ridiculous projects. For the one who is struggling to get the little Year 1 to write ABC properly ..the one who has to juggle with the Year 4 to get used with paper 1 + paper 2 UPSR format...the one who is effortlessly training the Year 5 to systematically respond to Section 2 a+2b with the 'magic' words..and the one who is worrying her heart sick for the Year 6 kids who never seems to get serious with their study..

The ICT module...The buddy system projects...the research task...EW20...and my 'himitsu' yume to pursue an M.A. right after the 'C' letter arrive at the red post box.
I'm in a real dilemma. Tied between the love of my job, my wish and the beloved students. Starting afresh last year, i aimed to help them having fun with the language yet it was too good to be true. The upperhands were chasing for scoops of A's...an ironic to the one is a language idealist. Worst, i was put in charge for the two Xtreme levels:Year 1+6...that demands a super loads of effort and an ANGELIC patience to keep my sanity in check...huarghhhhhhh..

Reality bites. I could feel the dark clouds of bitter,rainy days are about to launch themselves before me. The dark circles are showing.....an ample evidence that the person has reach her limit of fatigueness.Shoot.